Study

I need to be disciplined over the next few weeks, I have 3 x3,000 word essays to write...the trouble is that I get side tracked easily and find myself following a related but irrelevant train of thought and I want to dive into all the details...so the essay gets left behind as I indulge my thinking.

I'm like this in lots of areas, I do bits of house work only to get wraped u elsewhere,I have half written letters and journals..life is just so interesting and so I wait until the last miniute and pull a few all nighters to get stuff done.

I try hard to be ordered but to no avail...though I guess I can't be that bad having kept a family of 7 fed and clothed for not a few years!

Will I change or is this the way I am made? Not sure ..but if you are reading this please pray for me and my family that we will get through the next few weeks in one piece!!!