I enter your courts today,
with neither singing nor sighing,
but with an aching head and a heavy heart filled
with sharp questions and pains,
and I will not let them bring me down
so I bring them to you,
not gently or meekly, no
I will hurl them as rocks into a foaming sea
and demand a response as they sink beneath the waves!!!
From chaos into chaos,
will you bring order,
will you restore peace?
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I need to know,
I need your response, will you remain silent,
even now?
Even as I bare my soul before you?
Even as I allow hot tears to fall
for all to see,
( there is no stopping them anyway),
I need to know you are near,
to hear your voice,
to sense your presence within and without,
am I abandoned? Have you abandoned me?
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I enter your courts today,
with neither singing nor sighing,
but with an aching head and a heavy heart filled
with sharp questions and pains...
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will I find you here???
